Love...

Consumes you while you consume...Wishing and wanting more while you still know it is...

ME AND MY PATH....

WALKING ALONG,ALMOST ALONE,.LOST IN THOUGHTS,....NOT A DREAM AND DEFINITELY NOT,..THERE ARE...NO FEELINGS,NO EMOTIONS,BUT A SENSE THAT...CAPTURES A PURPOSE,... A PURPOSE OF THIS LIFE,... THAT IS CONSTANTLY...TRYING TO UNWRAP, THAT MYSTERIOUS MEANING OF THIS BIRTH,.. SEEKING, WHERE THE KNOWLEDGE IS AND IN KNOWING, WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE DONE, LIVING THE LIFE,....MEDITATE AMIDST NOICE,....BEING SOLITUDE AMIDST A CROWD,...BELIEVE ME....NOTHING AND NO ONE IMPACTS YOU,....YOU FEEL WOW,BUT RESTRICT YOURSELF SAYING THAT....A PEACE...WITHIN..LIKE THAT OF A VOLACANO...CAN BURST OUT ...AND....SHOW ITS POWER AT ANY MOMENT...OFCOURSE,THIS IS NOT RELATIVE TO THAT NEGATIVITY, BUT JUST THE POWER...AND MODESTY...JUST STICKING TO THINGS THAT MATTER..AND..IGNORING THAT DOESNOT...THEN CAME THIS QUESTION THAT AM I HAPPY....A SIMPLE LAUGH..AND A MODEST SMILE..ADORED..THIS AVERAGE FACE...WHEN YOU CANT BE SAD,HAPPINESS MEANS NOTHING...IAM WHAT IAM....A RELIEF IS THAT..THE TRESSPASSSERS WILL NOT BE PROSECUTED....

A HOT ENCOUNTER....

THE EYES AND MY MIND..WANDERING FOR HER..WHEN I FOUND..WAS GREETED AT DOORS..SMILES EXCHANGED...HAPPY FOR THAT QUIET CORNER,OFFERED....AS COMMON AS ANY OTHER LOVER....CURIOUS,NERVOUS AND IMPATIENT...THEN SHE CAME...HOT AND INVITING....STEAMING WITH PASSION AND EMBRACING ME, WITH HER FLAVOUR, THAT LAID ITS ARMS,AS MUCH AS SHE CAN AND AS SEDUCTIVE AS SHE COULD....MESMERISED......I SLAVED MY SENSES....CLOSING MY EYES...WISHED IF I CAN CONSUME HER WHOLELY... THROUGH MY SENSES....WITH TINY TREMORS..MANAGED TO GRAB HER AT HER CURVY CORNER....STARTED WITH A GENTLE KISS....KISSES AND KISSES AGAIN...LOT OF SMACKING AND LOTS AND LOTS OF SMOOCHING.....I CONSUMED HER WITH HER WILL....MAY BE SHE THOUGHT...THAT SHE WAS MADE FOR ME...WHILE, I THOUGHT THE SAME THAT, SHE WAS MADE FOR ME .......LOST IN MY DREAMS...TILL THE WAKE UP CALL...FROM THE BEARER...THAT SERVED MY COFFEE....

FROM THE PAGES OF MY LOST DIARY.

THERE CAME THE THOUGHT TO RETRACE THIS,THE DIARY THAT I LOST,THEN CAME THIS DREAM TO REDREAM THAT SILLY SWEETS WE SHARED,TO RELISH THOSE FUN FILLED DAYS,WHILE WE WERE KIDS,WHILE ACTUALY WE WERE NOT,.AND TO CHERISH,THAT RELATIONSHIP,THAT WE NEVER WANTED TO NOMENCLATE,...WONDER,. IT KEPT GROWING FOR YEARS, LIKE A BABY WITHOUT BEING NAMED..LOLS..LOT OF THOSE DREAMS,...LIKE BEING TOGETHER AT THE STEPS OF THAT TANK,OF YOUR FAVOURITE TEMPLE,SHARING A CUP OF COFFE..AND A LOT MORE..OH... WELL THAT REMINDS ME, OF THOSE BIRDS THAT SWING AND SING ALONG,ON THAT LUCKY TREE,BRANCHED OUT AND MANAGED TO REACH YOU, AT YOUR BALCONY AND..YOUR PLACE OF SOLITUDE, YOUR SECRET TERRACE......HEY WELL...FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT, ALONG WITH THAT DIARY THAT I LOST,I ALSO LOST THAT CERTIFICATE YOU GAVE..."VULNERABLE CASE"...LOLS..BUT REALLY, WHILE DROPING SOMETHING/SOMEONE, I WAS CARRYING...I ENDED UP REDISCOVERING MYSELF...A NEW ME.... MAY BE WRONG,.....BUT IT WORKS FOR ME...HMMM.....DO YOU STILL REMEMBER...THAT WHAT MADE MY MORNINGS THOSE DAYS?.....A STRONG CUP OF COFEE,A NEWS PAPER AND YOUR MORNING WISHES.......JUST TO TELL YOU.....I NEVER MISS THE FIRST TWO ,..EVEN NOW..WE NEVER MET AND KEPT OUR UNEXPRESSED PROMISE, THAT WE WOULD NEVER MEET EVER..STILL..THERE IS A REASON,FOR ME TO BE HERE,..FOR...LIKE A FLOWER THAT BLOOM,.. OUT OF THAT TINY SEED..NEEDLESS TO MENTION..THE NAME OF THE SEED...I KNEW THIS COULD BE .. A SILLY WRITE UP FROM ME....NEVER MIND...ALL THAT WOULD BE GONE..AND ALL THAT IS WORTH..IF THIS COULD MAKE THOSE TINY LITTLE CURVES ON THOSE TIGHTLY HELD LIPS...IF YOU COULD TRY A BIT....SMILE PLEASE..

NEVER SEEN GOD,BUT YOU MY ANGEL...

WAS THAT BREEZE,THAT WAVERED ALONG,THEN CAME YOU,FOR THAT SWEET RESCUE....WHILE I WISHED A GIRL,YOU MADDENED ME A KID AND WHILE I WISHED A KID YOU WON ME A GIRL,A GIRL THAT WAS THAT SHORE,BEARING WITH MY ROARING WAVES AND AS THAT ANCHOR WHILE I WAS IN DEEP SEA, YOU WERE MY WORST CRITIC WHEN I WON, AND THE BEST SUPPORT WHILE I LOST....YOU HELD ME,,HELD ME FIRM...I NEVER KNEW TILL NOW,,THAT YOU WERE MY CHOICE,OR WISH OR THAT ONE ODD BLESSING...BUT I KNEW THAT IAM BLESSED....THE VERY PROOF,THAT I MIND..IS THE FACT...THAT YOU ARE A SEXY WOMAN IN MY LIFE...AS SEXY..AS THAT WHO COULD DRIVE ME CRAZY FOR TWO DECADES AND MORE....NOT IN THIS BIRTH AND NOT EVEN IN OTHER...I THINK THAT I COULD REPAY FOR ALL THAT YOU DID AND DO....ITS WEIRD AND I WONDER ....THE WAY YOU IMPRESS WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING TO IMPRESS....I KNEW THAT UNTOLD AND UNEXPRESSED LOVE....THAT YOU DONT SPEAK BUT DO.....LOVE MY ANGEL...THE MOST SEXY WOMAN THAT I EVER MET...THE VERY PROOF OF MY VERSES LIES IN THAT RAW FACT....THAT YOU COULD DRIVE ME CRAZY FOR TWENTY LONG YEARS......HOLDING ME AT YOUR GRIP...SINCE THE DAY WE MET...AND TILL DATE....LOVE YOU MY ANGEL...MAY NEVER SEE GOD......BUT I COULD FEEL....IN THAT LOVE.....YOU SHARE...IF THERE IS ONE PERSON ON EARTH,THAT WORTH MY FAITH..ITS YOU AND ONLY YOU... MY LADY....TO  LIVE A LIFE WITH MY ANGEL...THE VERY ANGEL YOU FANTACISED LONG AGO...A LIFE YOU LONGED AND WISHED FOR....HAPPINESS SEEMS A LITTLE WORD....AS TO WHAT YOU FEEL IS BLISS......